Shakey Shakey Shakey

I'm definitely in need of some protein this morning.
I've had... 1 large bowl of Kix, and a cup of strawberries.
And now, my hands are shaking baaad.
I haven't even had my 8oz of coffee!!!!

Lately, I've been trying to do better by Leila as far as meals go (and for Little Girl too!)
I went to Trader Joe's on Tuesday to get the pizza crust for our pizzas at Bliss which were sooooo yummy! I'm doing that again ASAP.

Random.
Hungry.
Shakey.
Ugh.

Check check check.

It takes about 2 seconds for God to give me a smack in the face, so I realize how good I truely have it.

Thanks God.

Parenthood + Being pregnant

Good grief.
Sitting here on my couch, watching Dr. Oz,while my dear, sweet Leila screams bloody murder.
This has been going on for...ohh... about an hour.

In the process, this little girl in me is pushing her way to the front of my belly (not my bladder for once) and it's so sweet. I love being able to feel her with my hand, as creepy as that sounds.
We saw HER for the first time on Wednesday. She looks much more like me than Leila. Therefore, my theory is, she'll have D's coloring. We'll see. Two little red heads would be sweet, but I'd love a little dark haired girl.

Anyway... I should probably be cleaning, not blogging.
Goodbye!

P.S.
Disneyland minus Leila in...33 days!

Life goes on...

I'm in much higher spirits today.
Don't get me wrong, I spoke to my worker (after calling her again), and she's definitely a psycho hose beast, but I've got high hopes now.
(High apple pie in the sky hopes)

My mom is going to help me find a new Dr. tomorrow. I still get to have my ultrasound on Wednesday (exactly one week from today!)and I'm very excited about that.


That is all.

The countdown comes to a halt.

I'm very frustrated with my Medi-Cal worker right now.

Went to the Dr.'s office yesterday to have a prenatal visit, and low, they won't see me because my worker screwed something up.
Will my worker call me back to fix it?
No.
I've got an ultrasound appointment next Wednesday which is extremely important for two reasons:
1. It's our first ultrasound. We haven't seen the baby yet, and I'd really like to!
2. We're supposed to find out the sex of the baby. Which would be nice for naming, and planning purposes.
In addition to all this, the state shorted us a TON of money on our refund. Not cool, since we were depending on it.

Stress stress stress.
I know God is in control. Either way, its stressful.